Im Kata from Hungary . 

My story: 1,5 years ago I gaved mirtazapine because I had anxiety. the reaction was terrible . I lost my emotions, my sexuality, my memory , so I could not orient . 1 month later, I stopped it . For 1,5 Years symptoms are terrible (no long- and short- term memory , emotions, sexuality, planning, learning ability , concentration, perception and executive functions are impaired , I can not orient , my mind is blank , etc. ) . So, I tried suicide a lot. I feel that my brain is damaged forever. But i wish i will healed. Before the pills, i was a very active girl with a lot of friends, I learnt, worked, and plan own family. Now, i live than zombie with amnesia and anhedonia.